Monday, May 4, 2020

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The simple thought nobody knew about

                                                Who is the real me?

                                                                                           The one who laughs at the person while they mentally struggle

   the one who tortures themselves mentally

                                         the one who is scared, traumatized, alone

Neither do I know the answer, because a lot of people live in one person

                                                                                                                                They tell each other bedtime stories to kill themselves

They talk in a...normal people language

                                                                                    A string of thoughts come oozing out of the fractured brain

             Bits and pieces of bone crumbling as I ate my own skull

                                                                                                                                               I ate away at my own skin, my own flesh

                     I drank away my own hopes and dreams, drowning them

with meds that will never heal you

                                                                                         I continue to eat at my moldy brain

        Rotting away in my own home